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do not tolerate repetition
we meet
we reach Love's culmination
we retreat
if you want the best of me
feed me Love's consistency
we meet
we reach Love's pinnacle
we repeat
..it could be simple
advice..
if it were not for temptation
this pinnacle you reach
would take no vacation
never would you question
'why? where?' and 'with whom?'
the consistent pinnacle is too powerful
to be wasting your breath on a fool
where is the one done with all their craving?
who has seen heaven's light
and has begun living?
when you meet
you will notice the transformation
while talking about it under the sun
and under the moon you will dream
of all the days to come
when that day is clear
and you know who it is
you will have no fear
and symbolize your Love with a few kids
for a real man to be
he needs to raise a family
for the woman you must stand tall like a God
it is what you represent
it is what you are capable of
The
Pinnacle
[7.5.2002] |
I
cover all grounds from A to Z
i see the days to come from now to infinity
i'll be around forever
but you can't touch me
you may glance from time to time
but can only see
see how peaceful i am
this is where i dwell
we're talking about earth
not too far from hell
i hold a million men and women
they have come to rest
i rest them in peace
whether they tried their worst or best
i see some go to heaven
the twisted go back to earth
each day i pick up on a few more
to try and see what they were worth
interesting lives..
each has a unique story
while they know they're going to another level
they Love telling me about their glory
others are scared as to what will happen next
fallen into my predicament
they sit and wait for their turn
but wish a miracle would be sent
'i never thought this could happen'
they think to themselves
and no miracle would come
back to a living hell
me, i Love heaven and Love hell
despise or call it a gift
what does it matter
i'll be the last one left
thanks for the company while it lasted
it helps me see what lies above
one day i'll meet your family
i'll tell them you sent your Love
The
Cemetery
[7.16.2001] |
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me to the life of greed
let me live sufficiently
i'm tired of this life of humbleness
nothing but spectacle bliss
shared with those of warm hearts
maybe that's what keeps us pure
yet we know no other way
won't even begin to think of a cure
because we suffer together
knowing nothing is stronger than unity
not even one's power
not even one's money
which is more important i ask
..humbleness or greed?
maybe things are the way they are
because i'm thankful on my knees
Loving me for what i own
keep that life to yourself
i know this path is healthier than being all alone
The
Contributor
[8.12.2001] |
It
was long ago..
before the end of the universe knew where to start
and the wind knew how to blow,
i had already felt her presence in my heart
before the sun was given its first burst of sunshine
and the coasts were given an ocean,
i had already known she was mine
my emotions had started their motion
before the sky knew how to look blue
or the clouds knew where rain came from
i had already known how to say, 'I Love you'
you could follow the trail of tears on my cheek
to see where my rain came from
from my eyes where i had seen all
all except the reason why i was living
if i would not have found you by now
for my life i would still be searching
now that you are in my presence
eye see us together throughout eternity,
being that i have felt your Love's magnificence
i know why it was of such superiority
yet it was long ago
before the wind knew how to blow
..when God made sure to let me know
..and for that, i am thankful
The
First Day
[5.23.2001] |
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me something out of the ordinary
awaken me with sounds of rage
let me feel i'm in my glory
so i could step out of my cage
show me something i haven't seen
let me know i'm still alive
the
world from my eyes is a familiar
fiend
i
wonder if i've already died
take away from every breath i take
let me release
my endurance
take away from every step i make
let me show
my persistence
why
isn't this happening?
why can't i believe?
my life isn't what i thought it would be
maybe
Love
is what i need
Awakenings
[7.24.2001]
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Published
in
Shells upon the Shore
Editor's
Choice Award
Presented to
Joseph Chamoun
Poem
"Awakenings"
April 2002
For Outstanding
Achievement in Poetry
Presented by
poetry.com
and the
International Library of Poetry Judges Committee
Also,
recorded in
The
Sound of Poetry
"These
words came from my subconscious one morning as I was laying in bed. I felt like I didn't
want to wake up and go about my
programmed
life. I had a feeling something was missing and that I was put on this Earth to find it.. we all are. Love is something that
I live for and respect now that I've found someone to share it with consistently, in every possible way. It
makes me feel complete, and most of all -- alive."
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I'll
be the NewcleuS
no one will ever know
yet they turn to me and ask for info
i'll be your NewcleuS
you will never know
yet you lean on me when you need hope
take advantage of me
tell me you need me
then treat me like a million dollar bill
wanting to break me
i'm your puppet yet i'm in control
i hold growth
i hold wealth
behind the scenes running the show
very few will ever find me
because i'm always out of sight
like the far side of the moon
each and every night
i'll always bring a new view
that factor you forgot to consider
wreaking havoc upon your plans
causing you to reconfigure
take me
break me
run me down
i'll always be that new mathaFacka in town
The NewcleuS
[6.4.2001]
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yet bold in it's own ways
as the generous sun shares its rays
is my Love for our commitment showing praise
and feeling its warmth
never feeling its piercing combustion
from being too shallow
never its frozen immobility
from being too distant
perfect as the distance earth is from the sun
is the Love we extend when we become one
thorough as the never-ending days to come
and known as all the days already begun
foreseen motions guaranteed from unity
as a morning flower blooms its purity
watch our Love open up a trinity
and stay with us throughout eternity
as earth lets the sun nourish it's life
you allow me to represent my Love
The Perfect Match
[2.15.2002]
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9/11/2001
Beyond
comprehension
beyond repair
they fell
they won
united they once stood
united we still stand
we grief
disbelief
so many lost
so little time
dark minds
dark morning
no words
describe
mourning
empty hearts
empty homes
never forgotten
never again
The
Mourning After
[1.24.2002]
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would it be if it wasn't me
brought to this special place in life
is it in spite of the path i lead?
if not my destiny
then whose would it be
do i belong somewhere else
could someone else be me?
laughing with my best friend
while the night has no end
who would be the next best
on whose drinks would he spend?
kissing my fiancé
while our future holds the sky
who would be the next best
whose heart would she not deny?
if he were me
and if she was to pick he
who would they see
where would i be?
If He Were
Me
[4.24.2002]
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2/10/2002
Peaceful
in presence
our eyes sustained
her heart smiled so much that day
sending the tears well on their way
up to her lids
down to her lips
where i claimed my purified kiss
with her tears taking this virgin path
and with years never tasting her bliss
my heart began to smile
The Tears
from a Smile
[4.8.2002]
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| Breathing
your aroma
hypnotized by those eyes
tasting lips under saliva
reminds me of sunrise
i feel softness from your touch
while touching those thighs
i'm wanting your lust
feeling my rise
i know it's a must
these are no lies
i need my daydreams to stay alive
until i see you again
i wait for your wet surprise
why am i missing you so much?
Ohh, how it hurts inside
Daydreams
[6.17.2002]
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It
will all be over
When
I take my last breath
soon
I
will feel content
because She
let me represent
and
I
lived
When
I Loved
I could see the stars During
the day
when The
sun would shine
no longer yet She
will stay warm
beyond The
breathless hour
I expire Lonely
without her
yet As
a whole
is our Love Never
to be measured
is true Love
The Last Breath
[2.19.2002]
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How to
fully capture this man's 'Last Breath'
While reading, jump back to the previous line and start with the word that has the darker colored letter.
Re-read the rest of the line, continuing onto the next line before jumping back again. Here's an example...
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. .
...soon I will feel content
I will feel content
because she
let me represent
she let me represent
and I lived
I lived
when
I Loved
when I Loved
I could see the stars during
the day
during the day
when the
sun would shine...
. . .
Why
was it written this way?
The poem was written in this style because of what it's about. A man is telling you about his true Love
before passing away. So during his last moments of reminiscing he doesn't want to waste any of his precious time or breath. He
explains his everlasting time with her and goes on to explain what
will happen after he passes away, and he does all this by compacting
all his points to run together. Wasting no time at all, he gives her,
while sharing with us, his last breath.
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| I
laugh at myself
while they all get amused
i laugh at my mistakes
everyone else plays by the rules
i enjoy my life
think nothing of it
everybody else
is programmed with buttons
worrying about wandering minds
taken by reputation
they all live for each other
while i live my vacation
drinkin at local bars
staring at midnight stars
cleansed with shots of whiskey
i know they're going to miss me
obligations and schedules
no matter to me
fuck what they think
i need another drink
as long as i've lasted
it's amusing even to me
going through life seeing death
how much closer could i be?
pay attention to the details
from the man of many chapters
i will provide you with stress
unveiling many factors
if i'm here tomorrow
my wisdom will surely grow
until then i'll laugh at myself
and enjoy the show
The
Man of Many
[6.28.2002]
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In
a world of logins and passwords
queries and code
programmed from ourselves
written by ourselves
give me the password to logoff
help me leave this place
there's a better place waiting for me
if my eyes weren't squinting
maybe i could see
i swim in my Visine
i sit and i dream
drops fall from my lids
as i close my eyes and dream
of floating on blue waters
throughout this endless summer
the hot sun relieved
by a cool breeze
laying on white sands
upon this horizon of untouched land
lasting all day long
i would listen to Marley
then at night
cruise around on a Harley
i sit, instead
cruising around in my head
burning holes in my eyes
browsing photos of paradise
What's
the Password?
[7.31.2002]
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| Time
has been suspended
since i laid my eyes on her
heaven was discovered
when i had finally touched her
the world was at peace
the day i embraced her
my thoughts undisturbed
when she whispered in my ear
she kissed me that day
i was brought to life that year
Love was timeless
for this moment well overdue
my precious flower bloomed into a lady
the first morning we woke no longer as two
The
Moment
[9.24.2002]
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Our
gift of thought
admits a bonding of two souls
an everlasting consumption
needing to have and to hold
unable to live minus the other
we've never physically met
she's still waiting to be found
but to lose her i have yet
she's the precious side i need
as a part of my life
she has a place in my heart
i need to call her my wife
i already see ourselves in heaven
but we've only ever spoken
i'd enter the gates of hell with her
if she wants to share a token
now our eyes speak
what we see is real
dreaming becomes redundant
she makes my world disappear
i could die with this woman
to find our own private heaven
what kind of heaven is this woman?
my Goddess has created my heaven
Soulmates
[11.9.2002]
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| When
i think of you not being here
is when my heart weeps and shrinks
it knows something is missing
that something is your presence
when i've tried to see you
like a needle in a haystack
i couldn't find you
but would always come back
just like the sun
who knows not a single shadow
i've never seen anything like you before
yet i'm unlike the shallow
because i can feel you're there
subdued in the darkness
the day that darkness disappears
will appear my Lovely princess
i've waited and waited
i cannot take
every second of every minute
i know is worth the wait
soon will come a beautiful day
the sun will be highest at noon
and in it's perfect positioning
will lead me to you
you'll be shining like a needle
you won't be in the shadows anymore
i'll be the first one to see you
an angel nobody's seen before
my lips will start to stretch
when i take
my first glance
my heart will slowly start to grow
never will it weep again
the wait is finally over
our time has finally come
what a beautiful day this is
thanks for the help
my sun
A
Beautiful Day
[9.12.2002]
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Through
years of anguish
and days of pain
every ray of sunshine
comes down as sharp rain
waking from sleepless nights
into mornings with one less
the tears never seem to suffice
for when this aftermath might pass
a clawless tiger
may find smaller prey
but could still roar fiercely
for others to be lead astray
our tigers of Lebanon
brave in the same way
so hold your head
feel your pride
show yourself to them
do not be denied
because a thornless rose
will still have a chance
she will make you smile
with her natural fragrance
our Goddess so beautiful
she makes you want to dance
moving her hips side to side
lust gets conquered by romance
this respect is not a concept
in your land of the cedar
they are the shell of the Mediterranean
and we are its pearl
close in on us you may
become lumberjacks you shall
what grows here lasts forever
long after you cut us down
Thornless
[6.24.2002]
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me any man on earth
wanting this more than me
this is something you cannot do
something i cannot see
it was all a dream
just like i had dreamt
back then when there was hope
when i awoke i wept
all a dream
it's still just a dream
except through this hell
there's no cutting scenes
i cannot wake
take all my pain away
"Do not despair" you say
i waited another day
all for the passion
it carried me through
it's what i wanted
to give to you
i'm standing tall
your soldier waits for you
i'm on my knees
worshipping you
yet all my passion
never led me to you
please heal my pain
come shining through
face your fears
take my hand
hold your head
i'm holding your hand
kissing all your tears
cleansing your fears
i was created for you
only for you
i need your Lovely hand
let me kiss this beautiful hand
slide on it's band
be it only for you
come shining through
i'm lonely for you
look into my eyes just once
awaken me
see what you mean to me
accept me
with all my passion
except me
with deception
expect me
with devastation
be it all from you
lonely me
only for you
The
Pain of Passion
[11.14.2002]
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Underneath
these eyes
you're looking up at me
i see your smile
a Lovely surprise
underneath these eyes
i feel your energy
your emotions scream for me
you're finally alive
underneath these eyes
your heart beats for me
i see myself in it
from the world i could hide
underneath these eyes
i hear that soft voice
you're speaking to me
such familiar sighs
underneath these eyes
you're not afraid to be with me
i see you're willing
then closer to me you rise
i try to reach out to you
all that's underneath these eyes
you're so beautiful
and caring on the inside
yet underneath my eyes
is where my wisdom lies
right below my tired eyes
two bags remind me to be wise
i'm sorry for this mess
please don't Love me
i remain ever so motionless
and think, 'Why me?'
Underneath
These Eyes
[12.8.2002]
For this world your existence is rare
a genuine kindness so hard to find
no wonder it brings chills to my hair
when the thought of your presence comes to mind
You're the light that gives birth to my dreams
and it's too good to be true it seems
because when i close my eyes to imagine a Princess
only you can fit into that beautiful dress
My heart asks about you everyday
it wonders where you are
and if there's a way
my hope tells it you're not too far
then for you i pray
I just know that you deserve the best
from a man who would not rest
what an honor it would be for me
to be worthy of this feat
Imagine
[1.20.2003]
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it one more time
show me how you could Love me
let me admire you just once more
excuse me for being too greedy
show me one more time
that thing you do
lets smile together
just us two
you got this thing about you
your own special power
give me just one more day
even one more hour
days aren't long enough
for a Love like yours
we don't live long enough
to not do this once more
let me see you one more time
i'm ready for my dose
let me ease my mind
then no remorse
now you're here
i remember these nights
i've missed you so
and the way you look tonight
because nobody can Love me
the way you do
and i'm sure you've felt
the same way too
those were the nights
which we made last longer
it was a simple solution
we were
together
Those
Nights
[2.26.2003]
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Listen
close
empty ears ring
silence
the sound of nothing
inhale
my heart beats
my time passes
it slips away after day
exhale
my body at work
trying to rest
with sounds of aging
beating at my chest
alone as ever in the dark
a thought of her just lit a spark
what happened to her?
she was here by my side
i want to listen to her body
not the silence of the night
i want to breathe her air
taste..
her magnificence..
motionless..
at work..
..but right now alone
i hear death
no warmth to caress
we were so alive
as one..
. . .
..the thoughts
are breaking me down
let time's silence
seize my body soon
if it's not laying next to hers
i can't stop the sparks
can't hold my thoughts
this is death
going crazy
there's no turning back
so listen closely
Silence
[3.25.2003]
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them for yourself
the stars that shine at night
i got some more coming
tomorrow early morning
yesterday is a memory
tonight will be the same
the morning will bring a new batch
just be patient till they hatch
i'm an attraction unlike any other
give me some of your time
i won't charge you a nickel
just a little dime
you can try to look elsewhere
but won't leave me today
i offer you a little bit of everything
like you're at the Bellagio Buffet
consume me all you want
i won't give you too much
leaving you room for a little dessert
you'll always come back to get hurt
Feed
Off Me
[5.8.2003]
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Look
the other way
let me bite into your pulse
let me taste the tempo
of your unleashed heart
i can hear your river flow
getting ready for me
it said only for me and eternity
licks and lips
sweat and skin
we form a dance
as the sun sets in
i Love making Love to you
our smiles always new
stares soft and subtle
as you let me give it to you
A
Dance Called Love
[5.19.2003]
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mind...
has taken me to places i've never been
to each continent and every city
over mountains and under seas
from a bird's eye view
to a shark's side view
i'm there
even in your shoes
my mind has wings
my mind has fins
i'm standing beside you
while gliding through
try to find me
when the day is new
i'll be standing here still
yet in the deep blue
a second later
your eyes grow wider
i turn to look at myself
the traveling admirer
now i'm being drawn in
to The Black Hole
with nowhere to go
i've been here before
but mind my wings
i'm going to get some more
trying to discover something new
a different view this time around
inside the beauty of this Universe
of which, with Life, i have found
Mind
My Wings
[6.24.2003]
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When
our eyes first met
all that passed was a split second
before it felt as though i'd stolen the heavens
nervous, i wanted to avoid contact
feeling unworthy of this beauty
then you spoke to me with your tender personality
your voice was so soft
that it changed my moods
it was behind a smile so precious
that it could heal my wounds
and there was long dark hair
hiding one of your eyes
like your hidden heart
for any man, would be a prize
just as it was when arrived my first glance
now converted into
dreams
of diving into your romance
My
First Glance
[7.14.2003]
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| Look
at this picture
she's breaking a smile
looking at the camera
with no denial
her eyes fill the photo
as i stare into them
she looks right at me
with complete satisfaction
what is she thinking about
what does she want
where is she going from here
with that intriguing atmosphere
wanting to capture this image
while she can
sitting with someone
it may be her man
with their heads tilted and turned
connected through mind
aiming toward one another
i see they're one of a kind
she asks what would this photo be
no man to the right of me
just me looking lonely
not a sight to see
he tells her while engulfed in her spirit
with my lady to the left of me
i'm eating swallowing all i can
fulfilling my feeling of destiny
Together
[1.10.2004]
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The
beauty within her
comes from the same place
as what keeps the sun
shining on her face
meant to meet someday
a long lost destiny
one was created for the other
now getting the best of me
standing on the sands
i watch as she bathes
and how her feet cool down
with the break of each wave
planted by sunrays
an aura grows within her face
creating warmth from the heat
reaching from her body
down to her feet
meeting the ocean
like an unleashed potion
is her aura from the shore
rising and reaching
a hot starving core
igniting once again
to shine upon her once more
this is well deserving
of an encore
i see these beauties
her and the sun
reviving each other
alive as one
forever feeding
until one morrow
Her
Aura
[2.21.2004]
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| Watch my whispers
come close to me
listen as they disappear
softly in your ear
i want to know
examine your body
i want you to tell me
only physically
on your chest
let me feel them...
come closer
i need to know
about each treasure
tell me physically
how succulent
have they become
how soft
is each one
how hard is each peak
when you're ready to...
show me
find my whispers
they've reached your mind
i want to know more
i promise i'll be kind
between your stems
let me touch it...
come closer
i need to know
about this flower
tell me physically
how big are it's petals
how soft is it's shelter
how tight does it get
when you release it's nectar
show me
where my whispers are
combined with your mind
they're sure to travel far
your gentle heart
now beating faster
out to your peaks
get pushed my whispers
down to your flower
secreting pure nectar
my whispers are alive
only inside your body
when i breathe the same air
that nourishes your beauty
come closer to me
i want you to know
you need me to feel
Whispers
[3.14.2004]
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Taking half breaths
so that i don't disturb
i'll let you leave
leave me alone
do not judge me
by what you see
but only after
speaking to me
i'm passive
no taking control
i follow
go with the flow
talk to me
i'll respond
ignore me
we won't bond
get to know me
i'll adjust
but for the mystery
make you lust
part of your destiny?
know you must
i hold an army
a thousand men plus
What
You See
[12.1.2003]
When i want
i think of you
when i want to see
i see you
when i look ahead
i see us two
when it's a movie i want to see
or a vacation place to be
i think of you
when there's Love in the air
or a smile i want to share
i see you
when stars light up the skies
or the morning sunshine arrives
i see us two
thoughts of enjoyment
turn sentiment
when added the thought of you
it'll be me and you
just us two, my Love
Thoughts
of You
[6.7.2004]
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7/2/2004
I will never forget
as simple as it was
the day that bonded us
blue up high
green below
with shade
underneath a tree
in the sky
watching over us
my promise to her
then she to me
made me cry
it was an honor
to hear the words
only for me
never ask why
she's most deserving
just keep her happy
till i die
i'll cherish that day,
the day she became my Queen
The
Day for Ever
[7.12.2004]
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It'll be two months
till my life is over
it'll be two months
until i'm completely sober
two months from now
my life will be over
no more titties
just more responsibilities
i got two months to go
then i'll be gone
find me at home
not at The Babylon
this is the last two months
that it's just me and my wife
cause with my wife
comes a new life
i'm starting a family
growing up fast
and in two months
find me wiping my baby's ass
i just can't wait
i can't wait any longer
two months from now
it'll be a stink to remember
my life will be over
in two short months
but i can't wait till you breathe
and i can't wait till it starts
Two
Months
[12.15.2004]
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Each minute that had passed
threw away a destiny so vast
cause every minute from that past
took a lifetime to cast
what could i have said
to lay you down in my bed
what could i have done
to not feel so overcome
i must've known just what to do
but didn't know if you'd feel blue
and now you're laying dead
it must've been in my head
i should've known how to tell you
cause all i did was see us two
but now i'm seeing red
i knew it must've been in my head
it was somewhere in my head
the answers all in my head
and now that i'm feeling dead
i should've let them out instead
How
to Tell You
[8.1.2005]
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Did you know the Earth is a living thing?
It washes itself, it's warm blooded,
it's even got pimples that explode every so often.
Earth might even be comparable to God.
We can even say that the Earth is God,
and we're just God's parasites.
If God does not approve of the things we do,
we're eventually forgiven, but
God's Mother of Nature does not forget.
Sometimes she makes sure we pay the price early.
Left to rest in peace while God carries on,
providing life to others who fail to appreciate.
It wouldn't go unnoticed if you took
care of God's good Earth, just like you've been
taken care of all these years.
Look around you, you'll see
not only God, but God's emotions as well.
The
Good Earth
[3.16.2006]
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